Fall

I wrote something and for whatever reason it didn't save and now I can't post that. It's lost forever and well as much as I can remember what I wrote I'm kind of glad its gone. It was long and sappy and girlie and who needs all that. Yes, its fall and I love this season with its leaves changing and the sweater weather and the apple cider and the holidays coming up. Then it turned into a thing about how much I've changed and how summer is over and its time to grow up. Give me a break! I don't write blogs that are emotional or that encourage me to relate the weather to my life and how the turning of leaves is like my life turning around for the better. That's all good and dandy and someone else can write about all that nonsense.
I haven't posted anything in a long time because I wrote a counter blog which disgusted me. People don't understand what I am writing about and have made it obviously clear they think I'm sap and someone who dwells on things and is hurt and the whole nine yards. They're suppose to be funny. They're suppose to encourage people to look at their lives and go "Oh, I don't have that bad." And you know what neither do I.
I am not looking for Mr. Right
I am not looking for Mr. Right Now
I am not looking to have a complete makeover
I am not dwelling on the ex.
I did on the other hand meet someone quite unexpectedly.
I did have a good summer.
I do love Chicago Style Hot Dogs.
I do have a beautiful apartment.
I am looking forward to this school year.
I am still looking for the perfect cupcake.
I am happy.
That's the key isn't it? To achieve that, to achieve a level of content. So I don't have a boyfriend. I could do better in school. I have quarrels with my roommates. I'm still on match.com but what is important is that this summer I got myself back. I had lost a little bit of me in 2 relationships. I didn't know who I was anymore but being a single and being free for a little bit made me realize well...I am happy.
I love fall and sweater weather and everything is ok...