Tonight I had to say to goodbye to one of my best friend's here in Chicago. She's been my rock for the last two years. She knows my secrets, my regrets, my goals, and everything in between. In short I'm going to miss that crazy bitch more than anyone else. For years I had been saying I don't really make friends with girls. I am not one to be friends with a bunch of chicks and then all of sudden I am. I know my blogs are usually about relationships, break-ups and all that other jazz. While I am not breaking up with this person and our friendship will not waver things will change. We will see each other less and time will tell us if the distance changes the dynamic of our friendship. I don't want to dwell in time distance decay theory because I think its utter shit. I don't want to talk about how this the end of an era and how we will grow apart. How this breaks my heart and how I wish I could take her with me.
Instead I'll hold this promise to you Maayan:You will always be the friend that was there to cry with me when I was sad and held me through a really hard patch. You'll be the best shopping buddy I've ever had. You also hold the record of best dates and awesome restaurant experiences. I hope you will always remember fish tacos and margaritas, gilmore girls, and mustache Monday's. I am always a phone call away and when I make a promise I keep it. This isn't the end, this is just the beginning and there is a long road in front of us my friend.
I haven't really cried until tonight because honestly friend...you are the best and I will miss the most.
Thanks and see you soon.
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